
I have no idea where to start, so I suppose I'll just jump right into the middle of it. After all, poking your toes in the water doesn't do anything but delay the inevitable shock of freezing cold that gives way to relative warmth anyway.
It wasn’t until earlier today that I realized there hadn’t been a Brand New Episode of Deception Pass since September of 2008, and honestly that left me with a sick, sinking feeling in my gut. I’ve been worried for a long time now that I’d let things linger too long, that way too much time had passed since anything was posted, so why would anyone still care about this stupid story? Truth is, a hell of a lot has changed since then. Things I won’t get into, things that are and aren’t so secret, things that do and don’t matter. At the end of the day, as pathetic as it seems, this story still keeps playing out in my head, and I want to keep telling it for myself if for no one else.
From the first time this story started -- back in the dark ages of my early teenage years -- it’s gone through changes. This will be one of the less dramatic changes, since in the past these transformations usually involved us destroying worlds and starting all over again. All that’s happening here is a change of narrative and a new tool for illustration.
Obviously, it’s been a hell of a long time since I’ve dabbled in the realm of TS2. TS3 feels much more comfortable to me now, despite lacking the utter control TS2 offers. In the last few days, I’ve discovered that there wasn’t so much lost in TS2, and quite a bit gained. Scenery, lighting, complete control over the environment, the hands alone… I could go on, but I’ll spare you. If this makes you uncomfortable, I’m sorry. I just can’t stand to put myself back in the blocky world of low poly and unexpressive pixels. I’m willing to make do with fewer, prettier pictures as opposed to more, perfectly controlled images.
Anyway…
Despite the pathetic amount of time I’ve been doing this, I’m still not used to having an audience of more than one. I guess in some ways, that’s not exactly a bad thing…
In the mean time, I’m still working my way through getting this beast of an episode finished up. There are still a few scenes to finish writing, but I’ve made amazing progress on the visual side of things. Still, it has to be said that having to rebuild almost an entire town takes quite a bit of time. The original sets for Deception Pass were built over several years, whereas with this current episode (which takes place in way too many places, it must be said), I’m building things on the fly, which is a huge time suck. With luck, I plan on posting it all… well… eventually.
I’ll stop myself from babbling on and on at this point. I’ve uploaded a gallery of pictures that, while not as composed as the ones I put together before we launched Season Two, are still (I hope) interesting and worth looking at.
[ several random pictures ]
- Mood:
anxious
- Music:you better leave the stars alone - ego likeness
Comments
That said, I'm going to write a long comment and I hope you don't mind [and don't think I'm a stalker].
I don't know how I got to Deception Pass' LJ - I mean, I can't remember - but I'm pretty much certain it was because of your TS3 creations, somehow. Don't ask me more about it, though; I'm afraid I can't remember much more than that. All I know is that I have already fallen in love with your creations [both Aikea's and Gelydh's] and I have also fallen in love with your story and your characters. You spend so much time and effort in every little detail and the plot is so interesting and dense [in an excellent way] I couldn't help but reading every single chapter in a week and hoping there would be more chapters coming. It's been two years since I've started reading DP but never gathered courage enough to admit
I'm a stalkerI was there and loved every single pixel and paragraph of it. I was really afraid of saying all I'm trying to say now because really, I don't know you, guys, and you don't know me, and I thought it was kinda rude to intrude, but I just had to come and say that I still love it, I still want to read all of it and I'm sorry about not commenting before - and about intruding like this.I guess I had a lot more to say but I'm kinda embarrassed to do so. It may seem silly, but I'm really sorry to come here and just drop all of this and leave. Anyway, I'd better get going before I make a fool out of myself even more than I've already made, and sorry for my grammar mistakes, I'm not a native speaker/writer. Have a great week, both of you, and thanks for everything you've provided me until now. you're my favourite creators [and writers, too].
Thank you so much for taking the time to comment! I'm still shocked that people even think of this story at all, given how long it's been since I've done anything with it despite it constantly whirling around in my brain. I don't think anything you've said is silly in the least, from any point of view.
♥
Can I suggest one thing, though? Don't kill Chris - at least not for a while? I do love that bastard. (sorry about that? LOL)I'm horribly tempted to post a teaser scene, but I don't have anything done that's not right smack in the middle of the plot! Maybe if I can get Jade and Glass'ss's'sss apartment worked out I can do something like that.
Don't worry; Chris is safe for now. ;)
LOL I know how you feel - I'm like that, too, but it happens when I decorate a
boxhouse or create a particularly cute sim. I end up taking some pics as if I was going to post it anywhere and then I start to take loads of pics just for the sake of it and OOH, look at that cute nerdy boy, MUST. TAKE. PICTURES. Then I look at the pics folder and there's like 457 pictures of the cute boy alone. Yep. True fact.Jade and Glass? Now you've made me do something horrible, I'm wishing you'd feel MOAR tempted to post a teaser! AND Chris is safe at least for a while? DAMN. YOU. AND. GLASS. AND. CHRIS. I'm dying, hasfytdyaldiaugdyoulda
'kay, I'm all good now 8D And I've read your post about the DP Crashing of Doom 666 from Hell. I'm really sorry about that and wonder if I could help with anything but I lack the Computer Savvy trait and I doubt I could actually help, so I'm sending good vibrations instead and I hope it helps.